
Dancing proud and loud with Bevin Branlandingham. (Photo courtesy Fat Kids Dance Class)
Bevin Branlandingham does not teach your average aerobics class. First off, sheâs fat, and secondly sheâs queer. And she feels perfectly at ease with you referring to her that way. The name of her class is âFat Kid Dance Party,â and truly everyone is welcome.
âI use those terms because theyâre used to oppress me, but I find a lot of liberation in embracing them. I want to be that example to other people, that you can love yourself no matter what,â Branlandingham, 39, told the Los Angeles Blade before her weekly class at Everybody Gym in the Glassell Park neighborhood of L.A.
Branlandinghamâs journey to self-proclaimed fat acceptance started when she was only 22-years-old and she says she learned she could be âboth fat and a babe.â
âI fell in with the right crowd. I met people who said all bodies were good bodies. I felt a paradigm shift after a childhood of bullying and depression and hating myself for my weight and a million failed diets,â she says. She adds, âI finally felt like I could be at home in my body and love it as it was, instead of needing it to change. That shifted my perspective on life⌠I became a body liberation activist.â
Her shift happened around the time she was finishing college and attending law school. She is an attorney. She lives with her girlfriend, a consultant who creates programs for schools and nonprofits about changing their culture around empathy â something Branlandingham focuses deeply on in her aerobic classes and on her website.
Her classes start with her burning sage to clear the energy and include traditional choreography for exercise, dance breaks, high-fives for water breaks aka self-love, and even Branlandingham quoting James Baldwin.
âItâs not just for fat people, but all people, because all bodies are affected by fat phobia. When thereâs a type of body thatâs seen as bad, then thereâs this fear that either theyâre going to get fat or disabled or old, but thereâs a lot of freedom and joy in accepting all bodies as they are and all bodies are worthy of love exactly as they are,â Branlandingham says about her work.
She came out to her family at 19. She had a girlfriend.
âFor me it was harder being fat than queer. Because being queer was a mutable identity, so, it was easier for me to ignore the queer stuff and to focus on self-loathing around fat because that was more visible⌠I wasnât raised particularly religious and I wasnât taught that being gay was wrong, but coming out was a challenge.
âI came out before I found fat liberation so it was interesting because I knew I was queer, but I didnât come out because I didnât think anyone would find me attractive, so what was the point. It was rooted in fat-phobia and not being able to own my sexuality,â she says.
In addition to the classes she teaches in LA and the videos sheâs raising money on Indiegogo to produce, Brandlandingham has lived several chapters. She started as a performer doing âDrag Kingâ work. She says being fat on stage gave her audience permission to be themselves. She launched a podcast called a âQueer Fat Femme Guide to Life,â about her life, friends, fat fashion, sex, and style, and it became a blog called QueerFatFemme.com. In New York City, she produced body positive dance parties â all in an effort for people to come out dance, be themselves, and eradicate judgment and self-consciousness.
Branlandingham opposes the term overweight. She prefers to use the word fat. She believes that the idea of medical obesity is an untruth.
âThere are so many different ways to be fat. There are so many studies that show you can be fat and healthy and even be healthier than a thin person. Fat people are healthy and fat people are diseased. Adipose tissue, the tissue that causes fat, can be caused by genes, lifestyle, disease, side-effects from medicines, hormones, and the effects of trauma,â she says.
She believes that pathologizing fat people doesnât lead to health, but it creates shame, and she says, shame has been shown to cause weight gain not weight loss.
âIf you support people in loving themselves no matter what, youâll support them in opening up to movement. Because a lot of people feel kept small and like they donât get to try. We need spaces where itâs okay to screw up in class. In my class when I make a mistake, I love it, I say, âthereâs no wrong way to do Fat Kids Dance Party,â Iâm modeling mistakes and making it safe for people. It gives them the freedom to bust a move and not worry about screwing up,â she says.